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Guilt
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He should really get over it.. Get over me.

I'm not right for him and he should now that.

I don't even want to be in ANY relationship

damn.

I'm too young to go through this!! TT_TT

My friends now are telling me that I should apologise for MAKING him fall for me then dump him just like that.

 

Reality check.

#1. He used to like me for three months(which I only knew after my friends told me) and I've never even talked to him that time 

So how is that making?

#2.  We were never together or anything and stuff. I just lost that warm feeling for him after a while.

So how is that dumping him?

 

And now I feel so guilty.

But I can't force myself to like him again.

I don't feel like cheating myself.

 

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Stupidity.

They're SUPPOSED to be my friends. And yes, I know I sound like a backstabbing bitch.

But here's what I gota say:

 

I've been so stupid.

 

-Person #1

It's fun playing with her, but there's nothing else that's more important to her than herself

She even called my other friend a bitch!

I've tried comfronting her because we're supposed to be friends. But when U try to tell her off of some pitty little people, she snaps back and replies with some smart rudeness. VERY smart.

Sure she can be a friend at lots of times of need, but is it important for her to have a little rudeness to go along?

And in our younger days, she used to slap me on the face. I tried to give her some taste of her own medicine, guess what? "What is wrong with you?!" *slaps back harder*.  And when she gets serious, she tickss at every little thing. She copies some cute doodles from other people and RAWR with madass fury when you copy them =.= I mean, WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!

 

-Person #2

She's one heckk of a dirty girl, she poledances on the SCHOOL poles.

She thinks she's cool just cuz she made out with a few village people.

She tried drugging people and poisoning me. And she only uses me the whole time.

 

 

I have been friends with them for over a year and only now I open my eyes and realize how trashy I've been treated. And when I get into my sad emo-ish position, (and as friends are supposed to share and stuff) obviously I tell em my probs and guess what they come up with behind my back?

 

"Ugh. She's such a fake."

 

I mean, what kind of friends say those kinda stuff?! Well, that's one of the things they've said.

I'm being pushed around waaaaaaay to0 much. I shouldn't be too nice Bully victim. Sad, isn't it?

 

 

 

 
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